I am neither fearless nor weak.I am not loud and I am not quiet.I am careful, yet I am reckless.I am thoughtful, yet I am impulsive.I am pensive and observant, but I am not intelligent.I am solitary, but I need people.I am independent, but I am helpless.I am anxious, but unaffected.I am confident, yet I am self-conscious.
I am an open book, yet I hate revealing too much.
I am a good influence, yet I influence bad decisions.I love to travel, but I am a homebody.I need direction, but I hate being told what to do.I protect my heart, but give myself away too easily.I hate being hurt, but I find beauty in the breakdown.I live in the middle. I am a chameleon. I can be whoever I want to be, but I can never be who I am not. I do not yet know who I am, so I lose track of who I am trying to be.I live in the middle, but I volley back and forth between the extremes.I am built up of many contradictions. And I am still wondering how that could be.
Last paper on Monday, then i'll be back to talk about this hectic but rather exciting month. Let's do this.
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